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Abantu bayafa, kepha hhayi abanye kuphela abafayo, ngolunye usuku kuzoba ithuba lethu futhi ngalolo suku sizoba yingxenye yalabo abalimangalela abantu abayeke ukuphila. Yeka usizi oludalayo kithi ngokucabanga ngakho nje! Kodwa kuyiqiniso.
Abanye abafundi bazoyeka ukufunda le ndatshana, futhi bazophuthelwa ithuba elibalulekile lokucabanga ngokufa komuntu oyedwa, kwakho; njengoba kwenzeka kwabanye, ngesinye isikhathi izosithinta, futhi kuhle ukukugcina engqondweni futhi ungakukhohlwa, kepha ngomoya ophansi, ngokuthula nokuzola; lokhu sekuphelile futhi okubalulekile ukuthi usithole "ngezandla zigcwele izinto ezinhle nokweneliseka komuntu siqu."
Sikuthola kunzima ukwamukela leli qiniso lokufaKunjengokungathi ukumqamba kwafika ngaphambi kwethu, yingakho kungekho noyedwa okhuluma ngaye.
Kuyisiko lamasiko, abanye bangqongqoza ezinkuni, abanye bathi ngiyacela, asishintshe isihloko; nabanye abaningi, ekujuleni kobumfihlo babo, babone iminyaka yobudala - ezindaweni ezingcwatshwa-, zalabo abashonile namuhla bese bezitshela ukuthi: "mdala kunami, kuyinto ejwayelekile ukuthi afe," Iyiphi inhlanhla », «Uyintanga yami!» ... futhi, sithola isigaxa emphinjeni wethu; kukusondelana kuphela lapho wenza khona amasiko njalo lapho ufunda iphephandaba.
Kwesinye isikhathi-okungenani-, siqoqa izidumbu. Isiguli obekumele ngiqoqe kuphela labo abalingana ngeminyaka kunabo, bese ngifaka ebhokisini: "Ngimshayile lo ukuze aphile!" Futhi ukuqoqwa kwezindawo zokungcwaba kwakhe kwakukhula.
Kwabaningi, ukufa kuba yinto engathandeki, njengokungathi angicabangi ngakho, akukaze kufike, noma ngenye indlela: ngicabanga kakhulu nangaphezulu -ukuzibophezela-, ngiyakususa kimi bese ngiyakususa. USoler Serrano, wenkumbulo ehloniphekile, ubuze ubuhlakani bukaDalí: "Umqondo wokufa ube ngesinye sezikhathi zokuphila kwakhe." Futhi ubuhlakani bethu baphendula bathi: «Yebo, kepha kuncane kakhulu ngoba ngizoba nokholo lwamaKatolika futhi Ngizakholelwa ekungafini komphefumulo futhi lapho umuntu ekholelwa ekungafini, uvalo luzophela ngokuphelele. Kwakungu-1977 kwathi i-El Mundo yashicilelwa kabusha ngoSepthemba 12 walo nyaka, lapho kushona khona intatheli.
Akufanele ahlanye kakhulu angasho ukuthi uthini. Abaningi bezinto ezikhona bakholelwa ekungafini ngokusondela kokufa. Ngoba ukufa kusilingana sonke, abacebile bayafa nabampofu bayafa, inkosi iyafa nesikhohlakali siyafa, kepha ukukholwa kokunye ukuphila okungenakufa, izinto ziba lula futhi asikwazi ukukhohlwa isisho esilula sabantu bakithi esithi: «kusukela ngosuku esizalwa ngalo siya ekufeni, ayikho enye into esiyikhohlwayo, noma ukuthi sisondelene ne ». Kwakungeke kube ngokoqobo noma kube lula, kepha kuthatha isiko lokukhohlwa ngodaba olukhulu olusikhathazayo.
Labo abanokholo esikhathini esizayo bakholelwa ukuthi kukhona enye impilo, noma ngabe inikezwa liphi igama, kodwa enye impilo ehlukile, entsha, iso elingakaze libone noma lizwe izimangaliso uNkulunkulu azilungiselele labo abakholwa Kuye; Ngale nkolelo, ukufa akusidabukisi kangako, kunalokho: impilo ayipheli, iyashintsha futhi sathola isithabathaba somuzi ezulwini esingenazo izikweletu zemali mboleko noma amakhredithi, "Nensimu encane nomfula lapho", ukuze injabulo iphelele.
Singasho noGandhi: uma ukufa bekungeyona into eyandulela enye impilo, impilo yamanje ibingaba yinhlekisa enonya. Imbongi yethu uMachado isho okuthile u-Epicurus asevele ekushilo: "Ngenkathi sikhona, ukufa akukhona, futhi uma ukufa kunjalo, asikho"… Ngoba leso sidalwa esingesiso esokwenyama siba ngokomoya futhi asifi.